Tuesday, May 19, 2009

My Archtype

I believe that I am a hero as warrior because when I was younger I used to be fat and short and well not what I am today. People would always make fun of me because I was the weakest, the fattest, and the shortest. But as I look at myself today resisting all the temptations from the wrong guys the long hours of playing football and basketball and of course the people who actually cared and helped when I was lookin the wrong way. I have overcome all odds faced against me and alot that is too personal for me to put on here.

Where im Headed

I strongly believe that I am going to do something big in life and im on my way there. Everybody puts me down doubts me and my ability coaches, family members, even friends are among these but I think that my quest is to prove eveyone wrong that even though they attemted and failed that I can do something that they couldnt I may not be big and huge but like they say "its not the size of the dog in the fight its the size of the fight in the dog" and im not going away or giving up any time soon!..."Work Harder Than Hard Work"

The Mentor

My mentor is without a doubt my grandpa I call him papa missouri, he is one of the few people who believe in me and never put me down he has tought me so much in life from work all the way to girls") but like I said he has never givin up hope he has always beleived in me and wants me to do great things because he almost made it but he got hurt and there it all went and he wants to see me go all the way because he knows im going do something great

The Guardian

My personal guardian is John Horns very own Coach Webb. Why because he is going to help me get to where I want to be with all the long hours of making highlight films and college applications he has to fill out in order for colleges to look at me and if it wasn't for him things would be so much harder on me like going from a full ride to having to pay all of the tuition by myself

The Enemy

I am my own worst enemy because I know I'm such a smart kid but sometimes i lack the ability to fully apply myself. Unfortunately that not the only bad part I make some bad decisions... a lot like most people. All those bad decisions is going to end up being my downfall and I know this I am trying really hard to change what I'm used to doing into something that needs to be done. Its not an easy path to beat yourself at something that has become accustom.

"Giggity Giggity"

There is only one person that comes to mind when mentioning a trickster or class clown its my best friend Chad Brown. Sometimes i dont think he knows how to be serious when there is something wrong im mador sad he some how in a retarted way makes me laugh.. no homo.. but he is the one that also usually gets me in trouble it never intentional my parents are just well... strict?

Guidance

I'm not like most guys and i try every day to prove that, in other words I'm not a player or pimp but I'm a guy looking for a young lady to walk with me as i fall and get to where I want to be and vis versa

Mixed Martial Arts

This is what i believe to be my contest of strength i don't necessarily do it professionally but me and my friends do it late at night using all the rules and gloves and all that good stuff and I do it kinda because it is really stress releaving it give you your pride and self confidence and of course knowing your limit as a fighter.

Looking For Whats Not There

I think of me as a human looking for somthing that well may not be here or i'm just looking for the wrong thing im not that positive yet. I do know that i will find what im looking for no matter the hunt or the fight im going to keep looking until I find it

Im Someone

Of course most of you all know that I am native American. To my culture I'm somebody because at the rate of destruction of Indian reservations by the government, there going to need the kids of today to represent them and I'm proud to possibly be among some of these people and its what I have to try and save because my people are dying off at an alarming rate.

inexperienced?

Sometimes that is probably true because I believe that you have to follow before you can lead and of course I know a lot of stuff from experience but there are still some things i don't understand which makes me become a better leader in the long run.